Restless and lonely are a dangerous combination for Natalie Blake.
When the two combine, the result is an overwhelming drive to attain large amounts of adrenaline, dopamine and oxytocin in the most effective, reliable and efficient ways I know. I couldn't be lucky enough to be addicted to drugs or alcohol - something I could ditch in 12 steps and maybe a new cell phone number... I had to be the girl constantly seeking increased levels of pleasure and excitement hormones.
I'm walking a daily tightrope. I want to get to the other side, but the pole I'm carrying is causing me to lean way to one side, then the other.
I need something exciting soon. Very exciting, very soon.