I'm sorry I haven't been blogging much lately. I think about it all the time. I just can't get here like I used to (when I was unemployed I had plenty of time to fill) and there isn't an iPhone App to do it from. I'm going to try to do better.
Another reason I haven't been blogging is that I've been busy thinking - hard.
Several things happened at once. And by now we all know what NB does when she's upset/sad/overwhelmed. That's right - I withdraw and run.
I've pulled away too many times now, and I've hurt someone real bad. Dammit.
I've been an incredibly shitty girlfriend.
And I'm sorry.
I know you hate it when I whine or talk too much about my feelings.
So, I guess I'm sorry for that, too.