I’ve been able to keep it at bay, but it will be harder not to fall into old habits and go to familiar, dark, places.
My gut has been sending me hints, signals, that the universe was about to hit me hard. But I didn’t have enough information to make a move. And, it finally happened. Crisis.
My first instinct was to turn inward and take care of me. And that is destructive. But, it feels so good - freeing.
No. I can’t.
My challenge will be to meet this head on and be present. Feel it, experience it. See it through to the end.
I have to get this right.